So Far...

...Not Good. I was really looking forward to taking care of people, but no. All that I've done -- for twelve-plus hours a day -- is watch other people take care of people. It'll change soon (I hope) but it's been frustrating, and the sleep deprivation isn't helping. I lost my temper today (not at a patient, TG, but at a member of my care team) and I feel awful. Tomorrow will be a fresh start -- I just have to remember to listen to the necklace :)